Yeah. I mean i believe this is a fear of intimacy. Because the closer we got the more anxious he be came, exactly like i react. When he started working here in april he wasn’t awkward or nervous around me at all. And neither was i around him. It wasn’t until we started going to the bar that we started getting really nervous around each other. And the day he came to my house (personal sphere) he started getting more and more anxious which was at a High the day of the yoga date. I think i am returning to the old patterns of emotional unavailable person being atracted to an emotional unavailable person. Like they say if you get butterflies it’s a bad sign. I didn’t get any butterflies with the guy earlier this year and that’s one of the reasons i was like about to bolt. But then i thought about it logically, is he my type, do I like him and do I feel good when i am with him. And that was a clear yes. Then after we started dating and it felt soo weird and uncomforteble, but then the butterflies came and it started feeling the way i thought it was suposed to.