Dear Julia:

“(being)  creative (it was a big passion during my childhood years)“- is this connected to your  “excessive habit of daydreaming – .. hours over hour”?

Did you daydream about being creative and famous, world known perhaps, anything like that?

I wonder if your childhood passion and expectations were too big to fit into boring and ordinary daily  life; maybe your day to day life was too disappointing in comparison to the passion and daydreaming, and nothing felt/ feels worthy of your time and effort if it doesn’t even get close to the passion and glitter you desired and dreamed about?

anita