Also everytime i pick her up, i always feel anxious if her parents told me to come inside…. But till right now, her parents never told me to come inside….  This is because they could saw my weaknesses…. And i’m not experienced in talking with parents…. I also need to take off my shoes, exposing one of my ultimate weakness…

But sooner or later i’ll have to come inside her house, if we decide to have a relationship… and i’ll have to get to know her parents, sister, and brother…. I hope they are not judgmental

Cause till this 5th date, i only saw her mother once when i was picking her up….  Her mother is gardening their plants… so i greet her from inside my car, and wave her goodbye….