Is relationships really this hard?

Today i feel so down, sad and i could burst our my tears anytime….
I already prepared the surprise for her but now i feel this way due to yesterday’s call….

But i’m not a person who gives up easily, especially on someone that i really care about….

She told me the she’s not a person who tends to overthink, but i do…. Each every word she said could affect me…..

i also missed her so bad although we are going to meet in 3 days…..

*i apologize if i was writing too much….

*if there’s an obsession, you can just ignore it…