Dear Anita,
I agree healing needs to be done. but past is past we can’t change that. We can only accept that and learn from it.
And there’s just so much good things that I still feel since my childhood. I get happy even seeing the smallest possible natural things happening around me. It makes me smile and forget all the worry and it does make me remember that my inner child is still alive and I’m taking care of that inner child in me. I’m not listening to others. Sometimes I sleep on the roof even if I get cold, but I know how much I love staring at sky filled with stars, Same for taking care of small plants leaf by leaf. Other thinks it’s silly and childish but I love it.