Dear, Anita.

Long time ago ex story, he return the money because his boss’s boss told him to do immidetely.  Did he get into trouble with work?  Honestly, I do not know.  I complete cut him out and I did not care after I received my money.  Sorry I had cold blood at the tims.  My revenge will hurt only the person but I do not know.  Look at a big picture, may be effect someone else?
Example of my ex.  If I report to DEA, does he lose his job?  May be, may be not.  If his company find it then he may.  Do I care? I do not care.  He should not take illgary sale.  Yes, this is not my business so I should not report to DEA?  End up to the jail or lost a job.. which is the better future?  May be you are right and I just wanted to destroy him.  He hurts me so well and I just want to destory him different way.

I think I have a big problem here.  Now I think myself.  If I upset someone, I will crush them until they cannot get up.
I remember when I was a little, I argue with my older sister but I was strong enough to mean to her.  She was so sweet person and I was mean person.  I was mean to her (not violence, say mean words to her) until she cry.
Oh my….I have a huge mental issue do I??