Dear Anita

i dont want you to push you say anything youre not comfortable with , if you dont want to talk about it , thats ok .

but i do believe if we talked about these difficult topics , and sharing as much as we are comfortable with , can help us both . but obviously there is no push here.

this reminds me of our talk about inferiority vs superiority, the two being two sides of the same coin. I felt superior to guys who showed interest in me, but painfully inferior overall.exactly , everything is related , unfortunately . i feel i never think of myself as equal to others .

by doing all the work , i meant make the relationship happens , doing all the steps without actually trying to impress me or showing they worth trying to keep them in my life , and they were`n worthy

im looking forward your reply , take your time and if you dont want to talk about it , it`s completely fine for me

Farnaz