Hello Tee,

thanks for your thought. Of course, this is true, but at the same time, I am very successful, also in a materialistic way.
But I’d rather not be and move towards a more straightforward, uncomplicated, and “less successful” life, so I am caught between doors and trying to maneuver out of this situation. Which I am, I am working to start something very different.

I am already there, I am young but I managed to do what most people won’t – to run a multi-million dollar company, but it doesn’t make me happy, there is no value in this, thus I am caught between what I know, and what I know to be, but what is not yet (if that makes sense, I’m not an English native speaker 🙂 ).

Anyways as mentioned, I feel like I have been making a lot of progress in letting go and at the same time accepting what is there, anger, greed, and ill will and I feel like its ok, its fine to be there, but at the same time I help it being transformed, or I try to 🙂