@Tee

I hope you’re feeling better. Lots of fluids helps.

I do have a couple of good friends but it’s still tough. I wrote a letter out today to her (sappy stuff) but I didn’t send it. I wanted to send it for Christmas but I’m not sure if that’s a good idea. Maybe it would cause me more torment than anything. Basically just saying that I love and miss her (I’m a hopeless romantic) and acknowledging some of my faults and just wishing her and the kids a merry Christmas. I want to send it but again it may not be a good idea.

@Roberta.

I have some family and friends. I didn’t think it would be this hard but this is the first holiday season that I’m alone in a while. Thank you for your reply it means a lot.