Dear Anita ,

I have commitment issues , Once i committed to studying and gathering the correct supplies for the Ged I passed the Ged because i didnt quit.

Commitment issues might stem from a single traumatic event, early childhood stress, or a series of small events. 

As a child i didn’t see anything i wanted to keep , my mother did her best ( because im doing my best and its not easy,she had three little ones,i have one ) but now im noticing the more i educate myself im understanding  why my childhood was so hard my mom was a young single mom.

Growing  up I thought my mom or family didnt love me

Her and our family complimented my younger sister about her beauty and accomplishments and  i dont think i did well in school and i had darker skin i was chubbier than her i also ate more and  curly short hair. (Now my looks  are considered as beautiful ) Life is not that bad after all

I now think she was busy with her young three children (my two brothers came years later) I wish i was a more supportive daughter . She didnt graduate high school , I did 8 in a half years after she died and as a single parent . I still wish i could have been a better daughter . Beacuse of it all im a better sister and a better mom . I wish i could thank my mom she is the person who signed me up for school and because of school i can read and because i can read i have been able to accomplish so many things .

Im Thankful