I suddenly feel so sad and disappointed, im not ready for another heartbreak…. I did everything i could, but if she does change because of her sister, i cant do anything about it… Or is it because i demand too much from her….

I suddenly have thoughts that she’s having dinner with her parents before her sister go for holiday with her future husband without telling me…. If she really does that i’ll be really disappointed, like really really disappointed, because she used to told me that i should come to meet her parents every time her family has a dinner outside their house…

Tomorrow we are going to have a date, i hope she doesnt suddenly cancels tomorrow’s date because im going to overthink a lot if she does that…. Making me sure that my assumptions is correct…