I hope the mistakes that i thought i made, turns out to be “not a mistake”… i really really hope so….. cause it would be so embarrassing….

And i just realized i’ve been trying to hard to be different/unique from other guys, so she would love me more…. But as she’s a person who doesnt think much, i feel like she’s not giving attention on me.
So right now i feel the best thing to do is to not expecting too much from her, and to stop putting so much efforts to surprise her everytime i met her on dates…. It’s really tiring….