Hi Tee! Merry Christmas! 🎄🤗

How are you doing?

My Parents came to visit me so I was busy with that.

Although if your TSH is within limits, I guess the chance of autoimmune disease is lower too.

Well my TSH levels aren’t within limits 6.67 so  (Ref Range – 0.4 and 4.5) (mU/L) That’s why I started the treatment

yes I guess it’s beneficial to have a university degree if you’re a boss in a tech company. And having an MBA is an additional big plus!

Yes that’s what I think

 You said that your inner child is trying to get your parents’ approval (Yes exactly and that’s what my inner child is trying as well.).

Okay so I spent some time with my parents and I can safely say they’re aren’t like before. I used to think they just prefer to judge me all the time. But I think it’s because of the past patterns I’m thinking like that and I need their approval and I don’t want to disappoint them.

But another thing is that now I don’t crave any validation from them. Which I think little better

But I do feel like fear of disappointment is still there

Can you recognize when what happens? And do you have a way to soothe yourself (your inner child), tell him he is good enough etc?

Nowadays I’m feeling emotional and kind of anxious as well (I can’t think of a reason why) So I’m just telling myself to take a long breath and look how far you’ve come and be proud of that and take little steps from there…Everything will be alright

and instead, communicating via email. Cool! And so he’s not too pushy with you in emails?

No. His skills are more you can say face to face. And In email he’s not able to put up with well pointed like me.

You’ll see that the real project is the best teacher. … In a long run, one mediocre project is worth a few books and online courses. Learn from your own mistakes.”

Yes, I totally agree! Because all person’s situations are scenarios are different and that’s why trying different things and implementation that’s what also gives you the confidence for that work you’re doing or the goal you’re going towards