Dear Joanna:

Good to read that your health is back!

“I have been silent on the forum because I have been caught up too much in this BPD, obsessed I am going to lose people I care about when they discover my condition“- you mean in real life or here in your thread.. ?

“My memories are very short, like couple of seconds of things..“-

-psychology today: “Dissociative amnesia is one of several dissociative disorders in which a person forgets key elements of their life, and is therefore divorced from a full understanding of themselves and their current state. It often following trauma or severe stress… Symptoms range from forgetting personal information, like one’s own name and address, to blocking out specific traumatic events or even the events of one’s entire life. A person with dissociative amnesia may not remember friends, family members, or coworker”- does any of this reads true to you?

I got this book (Homecoming: Reclaiming and Championing your inner child), thank you for recommending“- you are welcome. I hope that it will be helpful to you!

anita