Dear Anita!

I haven’t been here for a long time.

My obsessions over my sexuality came back and sometimes I just want to die, because it is so hard to live with this non stop thoughts in my head. I am scared to meditate, because what if in my meditation there will be a voice that will tell me that I am wrong about my orientation.

I am scared to touch people because I fear to be aroused. I isolate myself from the world, so I won’t get uncomfortable feelings.

I am so tired of this condition.

thank you ♥️