Hi Tee,

Yeah I am too, I wish I saw more initiative from his side and I’m kinda torn. We’ve been in touch once a week but I’m nervous. He’s working more then he thought he would, and on top of that he started studying four hours a day (and seeing friends and familyplus dental surgery) so he is busy. He is still coming here before Portugal but I don’t know when or how long, and he said he was anxious to go back to europe and to see me (I hope he meant to say excited). We haven’t planned Portugal yet because he’s hoping that they will give him at least two days off and that he can provide him a place to stay so we won’t have to stay at a hostel or something. I have been batteling with all my triggers and extrem emotions for five months now since he said that he liked me. I know this is normal but I am really worried that it’ll all bee for nothing because he’s gone for so long and his poor texting skills. Our plans once fell apart for a day off together because of it. And seeing all the couples at work (we now have yet another couple) has been really hard. I hope that I’ll be seeing him by the end of this month.