Andromeda-

yes I’ve gotten counseling, i also connected a lot with grievers on Instagram of all places—- there are quite a few—- in the early early days of grief everything was just a fog. My brain was overwhelmed. I feel like grief puts holes in your brain. in the last five years I’ve done a ton of reading. I’ve moved like 8 times times probably I’ve had so many jobs always searching, searching, searching and learning about grief and there is no way out and no it never goes away. One thing you do in Grief though is find new friends and adjust to a new life. I guess you learn to manage it better and I’m no expert, but I didn’t want to leave you hanging on that.  And all of the feelings you’re having are normal — you feel crazy you feel bad you feel stupid you feel shame you feel happy when you think about him sometimes and you feel like it’s not real and they’re really just…no rules. So hold on tight to your loved ones sometimes just having people to talk about your person with it’s so comforting.

sending love💛