Dear Anita,

” I am the last person in the world.. well, one of the last to ask about making money because of lack of personal experience and interest in the matter of making or earning money”

I feel the same way, how do you do this? that is why I don’t even like the word money, I try to use instead “means to do things.” The idea of participating in so many ways this world wants us to to earn “money” does not feel right to me. I wish I could just go to a store pic out a sewing machine and fabrics and make clothes, but no I have to “buy” them, I wish I could trade for goods, wouldn’t that be cool! I stay home and make delicious pastries, and go trade them for clothes, or making them a form of art OR make them clothes in exchange for the materials that I can also use for myself. Anyways I feel my way of making my means to do things is going to fall outside of the typical ‘get a job’ sense.

“You, Seaturtle, are the most chakra vibrating in-unison member I ever communicated with here in the forums, and for a long time. “

Reading this warmed my entire body into a smile Anita, this is the best compliment I have ever received.

“So, therefore, I thought that you have something to offer many people, many thousands, maybe much more, particularly perhaps young people who feel lost in the world of conflict, war and a climate that’s becoming hotter, drier and/ or crazy.”

At first when I read “seaturtle the influencer” I didn’t like it, because I know what an influencer is and I do admire some, but the majority of them I find very fake. I think alot of influencers are damaging to young people because they show some amazing life as if they have no problems, only highlights, and when you watch it you may wonder why your life isn’t so perfect, and how they look is how you should look and such. But I do follow some influencers that bring me joy and healing, and you know what I do believe what you say, that I could be helpful to some young people struggling in ways that I have and still do. I think it could be a very good idea, but I am not sure how to start. (Asking myself, not necessarily seeking you to answer here) I wonder, do I start with talking about how to spot someone gaslighting you? I wonder what my friends and family will think (but I don’t want to put much weight here and try not to) Do I start with just trying to be relatable? I am not sure my starting point or where to find it, but I am definitely curious if this could be something. Do I need a guide or are the answers in me,,

“She weighed 187 lbs. before the removal, and 75 lbs.”

My goodness this sounds insane!

“I can see how you- even if you are able to follow such instructions- you wouldn’t, being a free spirit, not wanting to submit to rules (dance rules)?”

Right. My sister is an amazing dancer and she is at a level of dance where she can express herself, but in very advanced techniques. My technical dance is level zero, haha I don’t have the flexibility or knowledge to do what she does, but I do like to move my body and to a sound that I feel. I used to do this in middle school/ high school. My friends and I were all athletes and none of us were interested in alchohol, instead we would have parties with snacks, games and just a full dance party with the lights off, I miss it and wish I had a group of people who would come do that, but I can only think of two haha.

Seaturtle