Anita I don’t know what’s the problem, my brain is overclocked, do you know I have read a total of 3 books on relationships and 1 on psychology in a matter of 2 weeks, it’s like it is looking for answers on what I could’ve changed or try to in future. A huge part of me wants her back and a part of me is telling me she isn’t worth it. My messed up sleep schedule forces me to skip on my studies too and everything has turned to shite right now. The only regular thing I am doing is work out that’s it. How can I not give up on love when I got rejected for the same cause that my love was burdening? I hear my friends say it’s because I loved her that much she lost interest or something along the lines. I am just so exhausted and yet I cannot sleep.