Personally I wish i was feeling at all better, but it’s not. When he said no it’s not, it was the talk that he didn’t want. And we had agreed two weeks before when we had given each other a two week break that we are going to have this conversation since he was avoiding it. Our arguments have never been serious and we usually resolve immediately and they were rare, we have only argued like 4 times in our two year relationship. We had this thing that we should not go to bed while angry at each other. And the main reason  why he wants us to break up he does not give it clearly. And when I want a conversation with him he avoids me. I feel very sad right now since we didn’t even have a disagreement before he said whatever he was feeling, and here i am having a blurry vision since I don’t know what really happened to my relationship. I know maybe he has already made up his mind, but i believe that the relationship started when we were two and at some point i feel we should have this conversation for both of us to reach a common ground. Maybe then i would understand him more, and also maybe he would understand my point of view too.