Dear Anita,

I certainly agree that there was a past baggage that added to my emotional issues. Here is the thing, I made significant recovery in my physical health by the end of 2022 and panic attacks also eased out by that time period. But, when the scholarship issue came, it shattered me because of the sheer unfairness of the issues and I began feeling that just when things started to become better, they went for worse. At this point my past baggage became really heavy  because I began to think that its pointless to keep hopes as all I got was traumatic setbacks again and again.

I personally think that if it’s related to the symptoms of PTSD, it is connected more with the scholarship issue; honestly speaking I had never felt such low, and despair and I almost wanted to give up. Thinking about my condition at that point frightens me up now thinking about it, I feel I was on the verge of getting into depression and I didnt want to do anything to avoid it at that point of time. will do my research related to PTSD. Thank you very much