Hi Adam,

I am very sorry for not responding earlier… I am still suffering from health issues and health anxiety, and so it was hard to write here and contribute something constructive…

I hope you are doing well, Adam. I was glad to hear that you are dating a new girl and it was good at the time being. How is it now?

The other important thing my psych mentioned was how I might be finding it harder with new relationships that are more stable simply because I am not getting that ‘high’ that comes from a ‘low’. Rather it’s a steady and healthy pace, however I need to remind myself that this is a good thing.

Yeah, you were craving for the “high”, for the blissful moments you sometimes felt with your ex, and this is what made it harder to let her go, even when her behavior turned toxic. Gradually getting to know your partner, gradually deepening emotional intimacy, is I think a better way and has more chances to succeed on the long run.

I was glad to hear that you are doing fine last time you wrote. Sorry for not responding there and then… I hope you are well and will be reading this…