Hi Tee,

Haha, not boring at all! I wish my life were boring and I were free from all of these “surprises”…

I’ll light a candle!

You might want to check her out too.

Yayy, very appreciated. I just started doing Feldenkreis and it enjoy to explore how my body moves.

You mean you feel guilty for bringing yourself into a risky situation? And feeling abandoned by good fortune/universe when you do fall and injure yourself?

It’s rather an observation that when I stay in my body’s space in the world it’s hard to get injured physically. It’s rather risky to do something without confidence while being in fear or when not connected with the body or not able to follow the body.

Hm.. not sure what you mean here? Are you saying that you injure yourself because a part of you believes that risky moves/extreme sports aren’t good for you? That this thinking serves like a “placebo”, which makes you more prone to mistakes while skiing/skating?

I forgot to tell you the fundamental of what I write is. My back started hurting last spring. I feel glimpses of the pain (3-4%).  It’s also me pushing myself which creates the condition and what the doc says. It’s confusing cause I expirience that it’s what I belief is good and bad which creates this experience. I start to belief that to heal it’s better to fully trust in my body rather then doing what makes the most sense. That’s creating insecurity cause I do not know what I’m doing.

Okay, we are in slightly different situations, because I am pretty risk averse and would be afraid to get into sports where one can fall a lot 🙂

When you get injured is it physical? I notice it changes as I get older. I’m more prone to injuries or sensitive to pain.

Sorry if I misunderstood you… It’s an interesting topic by all means and I’d like to understand more of your dilemma.

I have to smile when I read the word dilemma 🙂 cause I don’t take myself too serious.

I think when I wrote it, it was more like that I’m so curious about this topic and there’s so much potential and hope that I have to talk about it as soon as the topic goes in such a direction. It’s in someway reactive and also authentic. Also I thought it might benefit you to hear it cause I see all that.

Does it feel right to you when you act reactive? Is it a need which is hold back and needs to be met and we failed to meet it earlier?

Have a good day 🙂