he wants to marry me as well and be his second wife.. I am trying to understand too what is going on. he told me he just wants his family to be happy. and now he has given that happiness already is time to follow his heart. he will not gonna divorce his wife. he wants to have a second wife.. and yeah living with his wife as well.. I am a Christian and I am not used to it sharing with other people. i love him so much and he loves me too. i know this is sound crazy and stupid. I’m losing my mind. please help me what i need to do. and btw i am older than him.