No, I don’t usually feel like I ruin everything in my life. I feel I make things harder for myself however usually I can handle situations sufficiently even with my anxiety. However this time in terms of relationship I utterly failed. Even after sharing a friendship and emotional connection I failed to get free and comfortable around her and ended up being immature and unauthentic and boring.

“What do you think of, or feel about the above quotes?”

I agree with the quotes. Being a big time loner all my life finding so many friends coming to college was a great experience. However, now I find those same friends limiting. Even after having so many friends, I feel unsatisfied and lonely. In fact I am trying to find new friends but haven’t been successful yet. Nowadays going from being outside with friends all the time and a month of having a date, suddenly I have no one except me. It saddening and makes me scared.