Dear Paradox Music

I am sorry that your first romantic/sexual encounter was not a happy healthy one.

In time you will see how strong the pull of attraction can cloud your judgement and make one rush into intimacy and gloss over or ignore red flag behavior.

Please do not allow her actions lead you down the painful road of becoming a woman hater, because ultimately it is you who will suffer as that kind of poisonous thought will be toxic to your relationship with the whole world including yourself.

Keep yourself connected to why you wanted to study medicine focus on your studies, keep well away from that woman and be gentle with yourself.