Hi Andromeda

I’m so sorry to hear that you are struggling after a mental breakdown and your nephew’s suicide. It still hasn’t been very long since he passed. Grieving can be a lengthy process. I remember when my step father passed suddenly, it took me at least 6 months to even begin to start processing the experience.

Taking a break from the outside world when you need it isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It can be hard to deal with everyone else when you ate struggling.

Your dog is a good reason to keep fighting. The love of a dog is unconditional and very healing. I love seeing the joy they experience.

If you would like to share anymore about your feelings I’m sure there are many caring people who would love to listen. I know I would.

Wishing you all the best! Love and prayers ❤️🙏