Awe. You are a very  good friend of mine. Even i felt bad when i deleted my account abruptly yesterday. I registered again today thinking about you then once I registered I saw your post for me on the other thread. Yeah I do experience intense amount of anger and frustration like no one understands or prioritizes me . Sometimes it reminds me of my father, I feel like I am behaving just like my father. He is a very short tempered person. Then I regret and cry about it.