Continued:

Goodbye person, I loved- could have loved you forevermore, so much love in me for you, if you only let me in, if you only allowed me to be with you, with you, together, if you only let me be with you, so that I was not alone, and so that… But you didn’t value me. For you, I was a nobody, a no-one.

I was a nobody for the person I loved the most.

This is the broken heart of a child, no matter my age, still a broken hearted child.

anita