Hi Laven

I can only imagine all of the difficulties that you have endured in your life. Of the things that you have spoken of so far. My heart goes out to you because you don’t deserve a second of the horrific treatment you have experienced.

I would like to listen to you and know more about you. It might be hard to believe, but a stranger across the world cares about you. Unfortunately, I can’t do much but listen.

I’m so sorry that the foster family doesn’t care about you, pretends to love you, forcing you into slave labour with abuse and threatening homelessness.

I’m so sorry that when disageements happen your foster mom abuses you by saying that you deserve to be abandoned. This is especially cruel because of everything that you’ve been through.

I’m so sorry for the trauma that you endured with your biological family.

I’m sorry for the difficulties you had bouncing from home to home. It is incredibly hard feeling like no where is home for you. As well as having the experiences where no one loves or accepts you.

None of this is your fault. By circumstances of birth, an unfortunate lottery,  you have been surrounded by people that are incapable of love. You deserve so much more.

There is a saying, the evil you know is better than the evil you don’t. It isn’t necessarily true though. Change is hard because it’s not what we’re used to. The unknown has an element of fear about it. What fresh new horrors await? But good things can be found in change. Getting out of the situation could be a blessing one day. When you are ready. It is probably difficult to even imagine a different life.

Love and best wishes! ❤️🙏