Dear Helcat,

Thank you for your response, I really appreciate it. I’m sorry you struggle with something like that.

I definitely do resent myself in some ways but for stuff that I would tell someone else is stupid and worthless to even think about so I’m trying to work on that. Also really trying to just let myself be happy in the moment and hold onto the fact that things always change and just like I fell into this mental state maybe I will fall out of it. I appreciate you and your note, thank you!