Dear Ingrid Guerci, and anita,

Thank you for your message. I am in my new job focusing only on my work – which I absolutely love. I feel uneasy, and lonely. Also betrayed. Because the false promises made to me took a toll over my health. I am regaining my health and trying to improve as a person.

I really liked the statement by Ingrid Guerci. I had promised myself that i will wait for him for 6 months. 6 months are over. I spoke to my parents and they were supportive – as usual. I am blessed. But i still think about him. My musical instruments and some other things related to art arrived to my place recently. In those things, a different book appeared – about karma and his religion. I had a feeling to read it… or open it… but I didn’t yet.

Maybe I am just overthinking. Because I dont think he would spend a single minute thinking about me. I cannot comprehend how people change so easily.

I am tbankful for the support I have gotten here. And I will keep in touch. I hope noone goes through this type of heartbreak ever.

With my kindest regards.