Dear Anita,

I don’t remember the month, but it was about four years ago when I was so desperate about my now ex. It indeed was a different account my name was LUna, and shortly after my thread, I broke up with him. It was the best decision and  because I was sad at the time and didn’t want to keep my thread, so I requested to remove my account.

I am going to start from me being heavily anxious in my attachment and relationships. I am aware of that, and because of this, I can’t trust my senses anymore. My mind is constantly telling me negative things, so I rely on others to help me decide about things that are going on.

And wow, I never thought about me rejecting his expression of himself. You see, his jokes are a little harsh, and it was really hard for me to handle. Now that I think about it, it could make sense. I actually feel bad now, and I don’t know how to fix this. So basically, I destroyed everything with my triggers. What should I do about myself, as I feel that I cannot keep things good with me being triggered all the time?