Hi CutieJ

Well done on controlling your emotions and behaviour despite another lie. You are right, she has treat you terribly. It is awful to leave someone waiting outside of a house with no place to go. You would not have succeeded if not for your willingness to reflect on your own mistakes and improve. You were aware of the situation, you were aware of your difficulties and you were able to prepare and successfully managed your emotions and behaviour.

There was mutual abuse in this relationship. You didn’t deserve to be abused by her, nor she you. Your childhood is the reason you stayed in this unhealthy relationship, it is the reason you have difficulty managing your emotions and behaviour. You need to get to the point where when someone treats you badly you can leave.

Love and best wishes! ❤️🙏