I’m sorry for hearing that. It really sucks. I guess at this point no matter what you say, he won’t take it. The fact is that he knows you miss him, but he deliberately ignore you. Don’t hold any hope, move on. The fate will come naturally. My story was that we engaged, we broke up. I kept changing myself in the 2 months after our breakup, holding the hope that the new me will attract her again. But after 2 months, I got the news that she got a new boyfriend. I was totally freaked out. I shouldn’t hold any hope. Now i’m suffering great pain again. I tried the same thing as you did, but she replied that what I did just let her feel more disgusting. So please calm down. Get back to your own track. The only chance is that he wants you back in the future. Unfortunately you can do nothing to let him want except that you keep moving on. When the chance comes in the future, you may catch it. But don’t hold any hope. Life is cruel. I’m so regretted now but I can’t get back to the past. You can only look forward.