Goodmorning Lunarforest,

Im really sorry that your are in this situation but at least now you know what to do. Me,noooo…
I dont know why his mother tells me everytime i speak with her that i should wait him to calm down,his aunty says the same…
i really dont know whyyy:((( sometimes i think that the age difference that we have me26 and him 39 made all this.

Im at my office and cant stop thinking about me and him,and im really sorry that my boss noticed that.
The worst thing is that i feel that im the only person guilty in this relationship.
I remember when he said: i gave you a lot of chances but now i cannot give you anything, you were the one full of goodwill in the beginning but you always failed. TO FAIL its something that makes me more sad and makes me cry all the time.
it makes me think that im uncapable to keep a healthy relationship.
My esteem is 0.
I mean,i think that im a bad person who hurts people:(
But i do really wish to pass all this and be happy and smile again,and i wish the same to you and all the person who are in the same situation or worst…
WHEN I READ THE LINK BELOW I FEEL BETTER AT LEAST FOR A MOMENT,OR JUST FOR A DAY. HOPE THAT IT WILL HELP YOU ALSO…

Dealing with a Break Up and Learning from the Experience