After giving space and meeting up to chat she felt that she just wasn’t ready for this. It’s very hard to take, I’ve given a lot of my self to this relationship and really felt like i had met someone that was going to be this huge part of my life.

It’s hard to accept my future without her in it and the idea that I now need to move on.

I gave her everything I could, I know there is nothing more I could of done. Time will heal but I can’t help holding out hope that she will wake up and realise that this is a mistake. It really feels in my heart that we are meant to be together.

No contact is essential for me ATM, it’s too painful to think about her let alone be friends although it’s hard as I miss her so much.