Everyone will die someday. All i know is that i need to be present while i am alive and make the most out of it. Your choices will reflect a great deal of how your life can take a turn. If you choose to brood about death, find life meaningless and use existential crises as a means to escape your actual anxiety about your exams, none of us here can help. Your exams are important to you and the only way you can deal with them is to actually deal with them. Life is way bigger than these exams. You’re just 17 for chrissake. There is a lot you have left to see my dear. Screwing up exams is just not the end of life.

Direct your thoughts to the situation at hand. Dying and atheism can come later.