Hmmmi guess this is why I’ve never posted in a forum before. It’s so difficult to give people the big picture and assumptions are made. I don’t keep ‘bringing this up’ ive emailed her twice since Christmas. That’s the only contact I’ve had with her.

My point of coming on here was really to be pointed in the direction of some literature that may be useful to me. This is something that keeps me awake at night and brings about anxiety that only xanax can fix!

Thank you again for your response but it’s impossible for you to give me sound advice due to you not knowing the ins and outs on everything. And how could you? That’s not a dig at all, it’s just something to consider when talking to people on forums.

I really just want some reading material, author recommendations, etc that might be able to help.