first of all thx for reading my story pauline..
i did went through a hell of a time i even went to a shrink.. because i onced smoked in the military mr nice guy if u know what it is.. and i was so scared i was going crazy and when it was over 1 day over i never dealt with this fear and suddenly when i broke up a year after i smoked the fear woke up and i again started to be afraid i was going crazy even though… it passed and i felt totally normal for all the year after i smoke even tried 1 time marijuhana…
i dont know how old fears can go out like this after a while ….
well i went to a shrink because i couldnt handle it alone anymore and running and neutral therapy didnt help….
so i’m on antidepressants… and i hope i wont need them anymore and ill get back the believe in myself and my old feeling of happiness back 🙂 meanwhile i’m happy u r reading and that i can share with u!!