Thank you. My first thought to your scenario was…at least you had that feeling and knew what it felt like to be so in love. Yes, bad things can happen and life changes quickly but you will always know what that felt like. I am trying to fall in love with my husband. It seems that the only time he ever touches me is when he wants sex. I kiss when when I leave, I kiss him when I get home, I kiss him when I go to bed, I do little things for him around the house, bring him his favorite drink home when I go shopping. But It feels like a one way street. I am not best friends with him and feel I cant tell him everything and I know he doesnt tell me everything. Its like we are just sharing a house together.
I do thank you for your reply and if the scenerio was yours I am sorry for your loss and good job bringing up your child alone. thats hard work.