First of all: Wow, Big Blue, thank you for the kind words!!! P.S. I think you rock the website in a vital way!!
Trevor: I don’t have a lot more to add, BUT thoughts…
1. If I read right, you are now OFF the meds, right?? OK, if that’s true, I’ve been doing some diet experiments on myself. So, I ditched sugars and grains. Just eating veggies and proteins. What I’ve noticed is my body gets this Warm, Grounded, Delicious feeling. (Note: Hooray! A Feeling!) I’ve also experimented with going on Juice Fasts (Feasts) where you go Raw Vegan (only fruits and veggies). Day Three I’ve gotten this floating, spiritual walking on air feeling. Yes, yes, I know it’s from Fasting, but, I was FEELING.
2. I think you actually put your all into your relationship and you are Numb. Google/buy books on Soul Retrieval. You quite possibly, literally, left a part of yourself behind.
3. Maybe you’re not supposed to feel anything until you get a Trigger. A beautiful girl, an intense experience, seeing Jesus. Maybe you are actually OK?? Try all the suggestions on this post first though.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 