Hi Dermot,

You have been give some good advice by folks above. I am much older and would add the following:

1) There are no set times for life events – some make it earlier, some later. You are only 20 and have your entire life ahead of you.

2) Just take it one day at a time and try to fill your day with activities that move you forward. I pray your angels guide you toward your dreams from this day on !

Listen to this one song by Josh Groban called ‘You are loved, don’t give up’ – it helped me tremendously – here is the youtube link:

God bless !