Hi Chloe,
I know the feeling, but as a son.
Your dad did the best he could at the time. It’s time to see that, forgive him and let it go.
When I realized this, it completely changed my view.
Also, you do need to remap your approach to a relationship. Do what you can to follow good role models and make an effort to change.
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