Hi everybody,
I read all of your messages and I feel so bad. I myself has a very stupid life If you read my track record, you probably will agree too that I should just kill myself.

I am a Chinese, came to here 30 years ago with 3 kids and left a husband behind in Taiwan.

I had 3 jobs, never go out to have fun, loyal to my husband and devote all my time to my kids.

A year ago I suffer from unknown.. I can bearly walk, pain from waist down constantly, and when I went back to Taiwan, I found my husband has 3 houses paidoff and many women in the last 30 years.

I came back to here, and found myself eith not belonging any where, I am old, ugly, lonely, sick. My kids love me but they dont know what to do, I feel Iam a huge burden to them. I just want to end everything.