Thank you so much @coolcorriander.

Your thought means a lot to me :).Yaaa,Love is amazing and totally drove me crazy.I fall sick when i’m away from him.I get mad to him because he didn’t trust me.I want to hate him,but I just can’t.Thats the power of love aite?

Yaa,since I young,I want to workhard.And,I think,away from him is a best way except for those missing moments.I scared if I can’t be better than him or as better as him.He got stable jobs,cars,houses and everything.Our age gap is quite big.So,first of all,i will focus on my study and future.Maybe,i have to learn to let him go because I want to be with him,but he doesn’t.Wasting my time and energy.I will try to make everything simple.

And,i will find a way to be happy 🙂