Hi Rewa

I’m sorry to hear that things are so hard for you. It’s never a good thing to feel so lonely and helpless. First of all I need you to take 3 deep breaths and say to your self that It’s going to be Ok.

Times when we feel with negativeness, we MUST allow some room for positiveness because it is VERY VERY easy to wallowing in our misery. Think about things that make you happy, old memories or even think about the sun in shining. Anything to take you to that calm, safe and pain-free place. Stay there for a while…

Everyone deserve to be loved and to be happy, including you but like Luna said we need to love and getting to know ourselves first. Why can’t you reach out to your parents? Rewa, hiding something to people that are dear to you is harming. Don’t do it. They’re your parents and like you said they love you very much! Then reach out to them!

You said you dont have any job.Are you actively looking? If things are tough why dont you do volunteering? You will meet new people in your area and gaining experience too at the same time.

I dont believe that life is unfair, Rewa. It’s all down to us how to ‘use’ our life. We have the control. Unfortunate things do happens however, again, it’s up to us how we’re dealing with that.

I hope that this helps.

Much love xo