You don’t need to find someone to love you, you are a beautiful person and you understand someone, that guy is nothing but a player who can’t be faithful. Look at yourself, you are good girl and you have done great things for him but he never did so girl that’s his loss not yours. Don’t go back to him because he doesn’t deserve you, god is keeping him away from you for some reason so let it be and move on and one more thing, that was not love what you were feeling for him. He knew the art of making you feel special and that is something you miss the most and it can only be replaced if you date someone. Yes dating someone can get you off from your old feelings because as of now you really need to focus on yourself and move on.Be with someone who makes you happy babe,not stress you out 🙂 Good luck and i am glad to know that you are feeling better.