jasmine i feel the word adamant apt bcoz even though i knew that my words have hurted many ppl, i have never said sorry even if my parents request, i have always been stubborn to say the word sorry

at present when i readur email.. i was crying why all these years i spoiled my own life for the past 29 years.. why i was not matured and wise like other kids eventhough i was given advices at the right time from my parents…

when i read ur mail.. i said sorry to my god, jesus, unless he forgives me, i cant move forwards and cant do anything on my own without his help.

one last time for my sake, i said sorry inside on my own..will it suffice..i dont know whether it was sincereor there was feelings..i was just crying… i cant this silly question to anyone..its unanswerable question..they ll laugh at me