Axel,
Are you clear and honest on what your feelings for Liz truly are? In one post, you describe a scenario in which you and Liz can “explore your crush” but then in a later post you claim you are not sexually interested in her. Then what’s to explore (hypothetically)? When I read your words, I see an inner battle between what you think you “should” do and what you want to do. I think you are playing with fire and you are best advised to keep your distance from this woman, as Matt and Big Blue have suggested.

Take care.